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2/22/13 9:47 AM

I am feeling just grand this morning.  How would I not feel great after fifteen hours sleep!  Funny thing about any of this is, I truly wanted to go back to sleep, now that’s really lazy…  Well lazy fits my character!  As soon as I walk into the office this morning a friend Stan places my extra key, which he has of mine on the counter.  You see for Stan this is a strong statement!  (I have given Stan keys; passwords full access to all marital every part of my life.)  Let’s just say it’s a toad test…  All in the name of my real project trying persuade and encourage his help with said project…

Anyway back to the story, a few weeks back I had went after two other binnrs™ swinging a stick.  It was wrong to do. These two binnrs™ know me well, however when someone calls you on.  You have to wonder about their motive, they have seen me perform in many different situations, or the insanity of my actions.  (This still doesn’t make it right on my part!)  What I’m trying to get at is Stanley being so analytically skilled person, begins to judge me only by hearing one side of a story and from another addicted alcoholic, over all the honesty and trust, which I have given Stanley Woodvine during the time we have known each other.  I have done much worst shit, which Stan has seen and knows about, however this one incident must have pushed the right button.  (A toad thought, right button?)

How the fuck cares, it is just another rainy day in Vancouver and I love every minute of the day to come.  I will carry on as I have done most days of my delusional life.  Good morning Vancouver…